I don’t know what came over me last night but I cried (after a very very long time) because I miss him so much. I just wish I had him with me to rely on. I need my happy pill.
It’s Sunday today. On the weekends, the ROKMC soldiers are usually allowed to do their own activities (i.e. no trainings whatsoever). However, as there is an inspection that is going to take place this coming week, they had to make use of today to prepare for it. The same thing happened 2 weeks ago. I always look forward to the weekends because it means that I get a to talk to him longer on the phone. Unfortunately, because of the inspection, today was treated just like any other weekday When he called me in the evening, I was about to get into the car to head home and thus had to hang up. He told me that he’ll call me back half an hour later. I waited and waited AND waited… before he finally called back after 2+ hours. As I mentioned in my previous entry, waiting can get kind of tiring especially if it means having to constantly check your phone so as to ensure that your phone is getting a stable internet connection to receive an incoming call. I know very well that he is entirely not at fault and that there’s nothing he can do about it. The fact that he is making an effort to call means a lot. But sometimes, it’s just hard to come around the annoyance that was built up from waiting. At the end of the day, I’m still glad that I was able to talk to him on the phone and that I didn’t let my annoyance spoil the day. He was also so sweet because even though he had no fault in this, he still kept apologizing :’)